Missing you~

It hurts since I can't forget that

Looks like here is not the place where you're supposed to be

You don't have to hold back for me

It will all end someday too anyway

My love just can't seem to reach to you

Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed,it's still far away to go

I have to forget you,I miss you so much

Even if you never know how much it hurts,I will forget

I'm a fool,you know me

My heart's been ripped apart,but I can only smile

I will still be waiting for you till forever as I will keep hiding my tears

Would you come back to me?

To forget you,even to erase you

For me they are very difficult things to do

My heart just doesn't seem to reach you

Tears keep rolling down like crazy

I think i can't do it;

I can't forget you

Even if I just feel like dying

I can't let go of your love

I'm alive this way

WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE AND I KNOW IT'S NOT FOR ME,

THAT'S WHEN I WILL MISS YOU THE MOST

Ending of Holiday

Sians.. Holiday gonna finish le D: Cant use com for a long time. Cnt wake up early n slp late. Thn some more sch end so late. Aft tat hv cca. Si bei sick n tired of all of this lor. I want to faster graduate frm sec sch bt aft tat poly sure take up a lot of time lor.. Sian lah. Just wanna stay at home everyday n dun go out unless hang out wif frens or visit relative. There is no way i will get bored at home. All i nid is a com, a tv n a nvr ending supply of cds plus hv kbs n sbs channel. I dun wanna go back to sch. Dun wanna c the people i dun like. Seeing thm make me feel like puking n it gives me a headache. Haven finish my homework though. Finding ppl to finish it tgt wif thm. Gonna watch finish my drama le. Which is a gd sign so i wun get distracted nxt yr. Sigh... Nxt yr must really work hard like sit lor. Do well for 'N' lvl n the same for 'O' lvl. Must study until hair all come out n look like a 80 yr old granny :P Just hope i past my 'N' n 'O' lvls lor. Thn think abt the future aft tat..

holidays!!

it's the holidays. it mayb 2 months but the next thing u noe.. back to sch! thn everybody will be like awww man! thn i hv to see school mates n teachers which i do nt wan to see agn. if i knew this sch sucks i wld hv gone to egss(evergreen). but at least i made some treasured n beloved frens. to everyone: remember to do all ur homework or i'll see u at boderless :P. holidays is all abt resting n working n catching up on studies but u guess wad? CCA! there's like freak loads of cca every week sia. minimum 3. wtf? they say holidays but the holidays like cca days. super nt fair esp to those tat dun like cca. like me :D but eotteoke? just go through it lor.. lucky i hv my baobei wif me or else i think i cannot take it. love chatting wif him. n he sweet to me lor. care sooooo much abt me :D to those who hv a partner gd for u. to those tat doesn't, jyjy. but like they say, wants u r attached, u wan to be single. but whn u r single u wan to be attached. sigh humans r like tat :D gd advice: nvr breakup wif someone on valentines day like i did. tat person is gonna hate u for a long time man. but at least he or she will remember u :D i've been busy playing maple wif my baobei n i will continue to do so for like until next yr?? :D jyjy for next year everyone!

test my patience n u will enjoy hell

to amelia tan:

y scold ppl in ur blog? ham ji tn say lah. hide behind a computer to scold others. but thn since u so ham thn y scold in the first place? ppl confront u u oso hang up

wanna scold oso scold face to face lor. if nt ppl will noe ur true colours. thn u r a freaking coward. thn whn someone confront u,u push the blame to others n say tat they started it first. for wad? what the hell?

u say ppl go to other clique whn hv one thn y do u hv another clique? what? the workers clique. omg. pls lah., wanna scold ppl tat is in fault but do u noe tat u r oso in fault? i mean u say other ppl join another clique. tiao chuan. nvm. but u. u join two cliques at once. r u trying to b funny? well, try harder. it aint working.

and btw,im saying things abt u on the com nt becoz i ham ji. its bcoz u too guai lan to talk to. but if u wan we cn talk face to face.

to irene seah:

y dun u even dare to pick up ur calls? wad? so scared arh? thn go back into ur mother's womb lah! dun even dare to b confronted. like tat oso scared thn u dunnid to live liao arh. n u everything oso cry. a little bit oso cry. u noe y? coz u r in the wrong. juz admit it. no use to deny de. deny oso no money.

and pls stop flirting wif ppl's bf for godness sake. hu do u tink u r? always say urself a slut. don't u think idk y u say urself slut? coz u try to deny tat u r actually something worse. i know u r nt proud of calling urself tat but u hv no choice. u noe y ppl dun like u? its bcoz of ur attitude. happy u like tat. nt happy u show attitude. thn scold glonee oso deny whn she say back.

pls la. i tell u hor. if she n her bf break up bcoz of u n she doesn't stop me frm doing wad i want to u. I WILL GV U HELL. I PROMISE U. DO IT N NEXT YEAR U WILL SUFFER LIKE CRAZY. MARK MY WORDS. COZ U BETTER WATCH OUT

to my beloved xue li:

dun worry. they shoot u back i shoot thm back 5 times. they guai lan u i guai lan thm ten times. they injured u,even if it's a tiny bit, i will send thm to hospital n make sure they will regret it. li jun n i will always be y ur side. i promise,as i hv nvr hated u. n during the time whn our seaweed clique break,i still treated u as my best fren. i swear. this is bcox u r the one tat one me the best :Ds

overall results!!

Ah shit! knew my results le n it was like shit!! eotteoke? work hard for next year lor! class position:29/46. beat ian. AGAIN :D

Eng: Grade 4

Chi: Grade 4

A Maths: Grade 5 D:

E Maths: Grade 2 :D

Combi Humans: Grade 3 :D

Combi Sci: Grade.. U O.O

EMB3: 18

must work harder! anyway,gt alot of cca days which i hate but i will be gg out wif my frens during the holiday!! woohoo! love being wif u guys! nvr fail to make me laugh! esp. xue li n li jun :D thx my tuki n my twaeji :D LOVE YA LOADS!!

ah!!!

got back all my results except for my physics n ss! coz today headache so nvr go school :x

Eng-Pass 58.5/100(for paper.whew!)

Chinese-Pass 58.5/100(overall but nt whole year.. eeks!!)

Chem-Fail!!! D: 15/50!!(still gt physics but my physics sucks worse thn my chem!!)

E Maths-Pass 74/100(for paper)

A Maths-Pass 58/100(the whole year)

History-Pass 32/50(still gt ss!)

Physics-???

SS-???

think i didnt do well at all!!!! must definetly buck up like shit next year!!!

outing :D

today went out to toa payoh wif family to but stuff. as very thirsty so my sis n i went to but water. my bro as ith my mum queuing up to buy some things. first we went to unity thn no hv.thn we went to the $1 value shop. oso no have. thn we went to fair price n realize it was on the second floor. so we went up n search for it like crazy. tn the queue upstairs was super long(n i mean super :D) so we went down. thn met my bro n my mum. thn my sis say e like doing amazing race -.-. thn went to ask abt my phone coz drop in water thn must repair D: thn bought a disc tat contains 40 kpop song!! :D super happy!! n it only cost $8.90!! super worth it :D just now watch it happily while ironing the clothes n i took a super long time. it took me 30 songs juz to iron 9 clothes!! :O sians.. tmr gt school n gt cca.. dun wanna cca D: but wad to do? eottoke eottoke??

End of Exam!!

Finally the end of exams!! did nt did too well though.. D: but nw cn finally relaxed n tmr n on fri cn sleep until late late!! woohoo! the best thing is cn use the com until the com explode! but if com explode thn cnt use le.. :x my phone spoil coz kena water thn nw nid to repair.. sians.. lucky mum dunnoe if nt i die!! :x nw gt one less technology to company me.. wanna go out wif my marshmallow family soon.. esp. mint marshmallow.. wanna noe her better like pronto coz we hv a lot in common! hehe.. i go play maple le!! byes :D

exams!!

hey peeps!! just finished e maths paper 2 n physics today.. lucky i managed to finish e maths.. many didn't but i realized i did one wrongly.. D: didnt know how to do it anyway..plus it was difficult.. wad to do wad to do??? physics for me was difficult coz didn't study at all.. i heck care sci anyway.. my combi humanities n combi sci sure fail de!! COMFIRM GUARANTEED PLUS CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP CHOP!! gonna strive for my a maths paper but i think it is like impossible??!! my a maths always either just pass or fail! aiya.. wad to do? juz strive hard fro next yr lor.. wanna get into temasek poly go do law n management or psychology studies so must work very hard!! jia you!! :D gd luck for a maths,DnT,FnN n art tmr!!

first post :D

my first post!! actually i had another blog but it was a privacy blog!!

anyway,i love my marshmallows n EOY sure GG!!

no use crying over spilled milk right?? haiiz,anyway it's over ald..

just do better next yr!! i really want to take E maths for O lvl next year so gt more time to revise on other subject!! today got chem paper n went to eat at mac for breakfast aft tat..

went wif xue li,li jun(peach marshmallow :D) n irene..

nw nid to study hard for my E maths paper 2,physics n A maths!!

good luck everyone!!