so sad.. xue li is leaving for malaysia today~ can't see her tmr and the next few days. lucky no hv sch :D anyway, i'm quite happy today. coz a CERTAIN SOMEONE finally talked to me again and we actually talked like hw we used to. so glad that you r back to ur old self and actually begin to talk to me again.
you may not feel anything but trust me, i do. i'm so happy and i'm sure once you read this you will noe that i'm talking about you. i'm happy coz i finally realised i have nt lose you. a real fren,someone hu i can talk to anytime. and like you noe, u r special to me.
i'm not sure whether i still hv feelings for u. the way you look at me is still the same whn we were tgt. i noe the breakup was for the sake of both of us. like hw u told me. but i still can't help my heart frm beating fast whn u get near to me. even just a sec of skinship still make my heart pound.
i wish another guy wld just appear right infront of me so i can forget u. but like they say, forgetting is nt tat easy. i cn forgive u wif ur excuse but i just cnt forget u. it's going to be a yr since our breakup and i hope u still remember that i actually exist. i mean wad's the point of me remembering n thinking abt u whn u dun remember me?
anyway, tmr is cny celebration. i hope tmr everyone cn cooperate and do nt fight during the class activities. and i hope that the concert is going to be nice. OH HELL, LET IT BE NICE PLS. JUST FOR ONCE xD
AND LAST BUT NT LEAST, I WISH EVERYONE HAPPY CNY!! WOOHOO!!~ GONG XI FA CAI! HONG BAO NA LAI!!!~ WOOHOO!~
